If you keep feeling called toward sound healing but talking yourself out of it — this is for you. The October 50hr Sound Practitioner Training in Costa Rica this Oct 25-31, 2026 is open for enrollment.

There's a certain kind of pull that doesn't go away.

You try to logic your way out of it. Tell yourself not now, not the right time, maybe later…

And then it comes back.

Maybe it shows up when you're in a sound bath and you think — I want to be on that side of it. Maybe it's been sitting in the back of your mind for months, quiet but persistent. Maybe you've looked at trainings before and then talked yourself out of it before you even finished reading the page.

That pull isn't random. And it's not something to keep deferring.

I Know This Pull Because I Lived It

I was already deep in the wellness world when sound found me.

Teaching yoga. Leading meditation. Running international retreats and yoga teacher trainings. From the outside, I was doing all the things — and doing them well.

But underneath all of it, I was a shell of myself.

Within two years, I lost my father and my partner. And the grief that followed was the kind that doesn't announce itself cleanly — it just quietly takes everything. I was still showing up, still teaching, still leading. But I had disassociated so completely from the pain that I wasn't really present for any of it.

I found myself clinging to spirituality — floating up into the upper chakras, the love and light, the celestial. Because being grounded meant being in my body. And being in my body meant feeling everything I was desperately trying not to feel.

I had tried everything. And everything helped — a little, on the surface. But the real, raw emotion of my life was still sitting there, untouched. Too heavy to face directly.

Sound got in where nothing else could.

It gave me access to memories and emotions I had walled off. Not in a way that overwhelmed me — but in a way that finally let me move through them. The grief that had nearly crippled me, that had taken so much of my life — I started to find the silver lining inside of it. Not bypassing it. Actually moving through it.

It gave me my power back.

And it brought me home to my body in a way I hadn't felt in years.

That healing didn't just change my practice. It changed the entire trajectory of my life.

Fast forward to now — I'm a new mom to an almost nine-month-old. And I'll be honest: this is the hardest thing I have ever done. Harder than anything that came before it. It's challenging me, changing me, and asking more of me than I even thought was possible.

But I can't imagine doing this without everything I've built — the knowledge, the training, the practices, and most importantly, finally knowing who I am. What I stand for. What my path is.

All of that came from doing the work. The real work. Not the surface-level version.

And that's exactly what I teach now — at the intersection of the grounded and the transcendent. The evidence-based science and the "why do I feel like I'm floating" experience of this practice. Because I've needed both. And so have the women I work with.

This Is for a Specific Woman

I'm not writing this for everyone.

I'm writing this for the woman who has done a lot of healing work — and is ready to stop being the one in the story and start being the one who holds space for others to move through theirs.

The woman who feels disconnected from herself. Not in a surface-level way — but in that specific, frustrating way where you're stuck in your head, or stuck in your emotions, and you can't quite find your way back into your body.

The woman who is tired of collecting tools she doesn't integrate. She already has plenty. What she's craving isn't more information — it's embodied education with real-world application.

The woman who knows, somewhere deep, that she's meant to hold space. And who doubts herself anyway.

The woman who is done with surface-level wellness. She wants something real.

If that's you — keep reading.

Let's Name the Real Fear

Here's the thing. You're probably not unsure if this is for you.

You're unsure if you're ready.

Maybe you're worried this is just going to become another tool that takes years to actually integrate. Another investment that doesn't quite pay off the way you hoped.

Maybe you're wondering what sound healing even has to do with your background, your career, your existing skillset — and whether any of this will actually translate into something tangible.

Those fears make sense. They're real.

But they're not a sign that you're not ready. They're a sign that this actually matters to you — that you're taking it seriously rather than signing up impulsively.

Readiness Doesn't Come Before the Decision

Here's what I've watched happen over and over again in this work:

Readiness doesn't come first. It comes after.

The clarity comes from stepping in — not from waiting until everything feels perfectly aligned before you do.

The integration happens inside the container, not before it.

The confidence comes from doing the thing, not from deciding you're ready enough to try.

I didn't feel ready when sound changed my life. I was just desperate enough to stop guarding myself against it.

If you wait until you feel ready, you'll keep waiting.

Three Women. October. Now.

I'm not here to convince anyone into this training.

I'm calling forward 3 women who already know.

The October 50-Hour Sound Practitioner Training is open. And for those who step in now, I'm offering The Integration Intensive — a 60-minute 1:1 session with me plus 3 days of voice support — so this work actually lands in your real life from day one.

If that's you — reach out. Ask the questions. Or just say I'm in.

That's always where this begins.

— Megan